Sunday 18th April 2010

I just thought I would provide an update on the current progress and preparation for my journey.

Ok well, this is going to be a pretty short list of activities! I currently don’t really have anything planned right now, I don’t know my actual departing date, I’m not entirely sure how i’m getting there, but thats ok, as I’m not really sure where i’m going either. All I really have is this sense of purpose, a simple feeling that is driving me.

I’ve followed and trusted in many things throughout my life. The educational system, a career path, money, advice from peers, the government, news and media, doctors, etc etc, the list goes on and on and on. I put so much faith into systems controlled by others, yet in doing so I relinquished control of my own life.

Well now its time for change, it time to take control and accept responsibility, I believe the only true guidance to follow is that from yourself. Therefore I have no plans, I have no control, I have only myself to look to, follow and make decisions. There is no comfort blanket here, no one to blame, just the world and the way I interact with it.

And you know what? I’ve never felt more free in my entire life, what happens doesn’t really matter, I have no pre-conceptions of the future, just a feeling of freedom and a movement of energy in a positive direction. I would rather live a month like this than a lifetime like I did, freedom is simply the act of letting go of everything you thought you needed.

Peace & love

dx